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It feels like a ton bricks,

which are on my head.

Like a huge battleship,

crushing my skull.



This screaming headache,

it is keeping me awake.

It is making me so dizzy,

so much so I can barely see...

It's like the roaring crowds of fans to a concert,

I feel so much energy.

Beyond words almost,

it is tangible in every way, shape & form,

but at the same time it is unseen at times.

I feel like I'm flying,

yet my feet are planted firmly on the ground.

How to describe what this is?

I am happy.

Feeling so joyous.

Like the Moon's light radiates energy.

I feel as if I will burst open.

But it feels so good,

all the happiness.

I've never been high from drugs,

but life makes me high.

All it takes are my friends & family,

and most of all...my loving soul mate.

I feel like jumping,

jumping for joy,

jumping for life,

jumping for sweetness,

jumping just because I feel happy.



I feel happy,

happy I feel joyous,

happy I feel alive,

happy I feel the love of another,

happy I can jump for the sheer hell of it.



I am happy,

I am joyful,

I am alive & well,

I am truly in love with my soul mate,

I am jumping because I feel happy.

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MidnightDarkness
04:28 Aug 12 2010

:) i love this

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LadyMusic
04:39 Aug 12 2010

Thank you. ^^

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Feeling,

what is this feeling?

Feelings of sickness,

feelings of festering.



What is this feeling?

It feels as if my stomach is moving,

moving of it's own accord.

Poking sensations,

movements deep within.



What is this feeling?

It's feels...

like something crawling,

crawling up from my stomach.

It slowly crawls up to my throat,

finally into my mouth.



What is this feeling?

It feels hot,

tastes horrible.

It feels squishy under my tongue,

it feels & tastes badly.

I feel disgusted,

feeling it coming up...

Let me cry,

until all my tears are dry.

Let them fall,

as I cry out with my saddened call.



Let me cry,

cry 'til my tears are dry.

Letting the pain take me,

letting it out silently.



All my thoughts are of him,

it pains me to be apart..

Fire,

shattered,

alone,

cold,

darkness...

All of these useless emotions...



But I'm human..

I hate it so much..

I'm not mindless..

Though sometimes I wish I were..

So I wouldn't feel this pain I feel now..

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Drakontion
23:17 Aug 05 2010

*hugs*

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LadyMusic
05:31 Aug 10 2010

Thx Draky... I miss him so much though...

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